My family is probably the most important thing to me and always will be. When my father passed away, we became even closer. Growing up, I did many shameful things that I shouldn't have and if I could do anything over, it would be undoing the things I did as a rebellious kid. When my father was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, I was so upset and mad and I didn't know how to let out my feeling. When my father died, my family became a love to me that I had never felt before. As I look back now, I see how different beautiful things came from the pain that I felt. I love my life and even though my father is not here to share that life with me, God allows him to be here in spirit. I feel that God has really blessed my family through this whole ordeal. I really feel that God opened so many new doors for me through my fathers passing. I would give anything to have my dad back with me but it will not happen while I am here on this earth. Through these past years, I have come to realize, family will be here for me no matter what happens and I think that is a great thing! My life really is beautiful, in a different kinda way!
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