Friends, the word can be so complex sometimes. As I sit here with tears filling my eyes I ponder the thought of how many "real" friends I actually have in my life. Friends have always come and gone through my lifetime but who has stuck by me through it all? Honestly there hasn't been to many friends that have fought for my friendship. As get older, I find that my best friend has changed from a few people but now my best friend is also the man that I love. I know as I get older and begin to take those final steps in my life that someones significant other os suppose to be their bestfriend; but when does having a boyfriend change having friends? It seems like so much has changed in my life these past months since I have been with Josh. In now was do I tak back anything that has happend in these few months. I just wish that people would be more supportive of our relationship. I am so lucky though to have such a great bestfriend that I love so deeply. I am happy that I can sit here and say, I am happy that I am no longer wasting my time with pointless friendships that are not going anywhere! It is time for me to change my outlook on friends and find some that actually care about me!!!!
